It's been 4 months since I last posted a Lyme update, and I have seen so much improvement. For starters, I still have no lingering Lyme symptoms, so that is a big, wonderful thing. I do, however, still have issues stemming from the facial paralysis that resulted from the Lyme infection.
What does that look like for me? Let's start with a few pictures.
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This is the last picture I have of my smile before paralysis. |
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Current smile |
You can see that the right side of my smile doesn't quite work. BUT. This smile is more smile-ish than it was 4 months ago! (You can see that
here.) You can also see that the eye on the left side of my face is more droopy-- but this has nothing to do with paralysis; the paralysis on the right side of my eye decreased the right eye's normal droop. You can see that eyebrow is higher, too. The chin is also uneven.
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Current resting face--creepy. |
The real news over these last few months is that I have more function. Before I couldn't blink or close my eye without pushing it closed with my fingers. As time went on, I was able to close it while still lying in bed in the morning--but only once or twice a day. Now. . .
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I can close my eye! |
It still doesn't function exactly normally when I close it, but it's a big improvement. I still cannot blink, but my husband says that when I try, the eye closes more than it used to. I can also wink now. 😉
Another change is that I rarely need to use eye drops because now my eye produces an overabundance of tears. They call it crocodile tear syndrome, and, like not producing tears at all, it is an annoyance. BUT. At least my eye is now hydrated!
When the weather turned colder, my acupuncture doctor told me to avoid the cold or cover my face up very well because the cold would be bad for my face. Boy, was she right! I'm finding that exposure to cold air increases muscle spasms on the right side of my face.
It wasn't so many years ago in my house that right after lunch was nap time for the little ones. Guess what. Now it's nap time for me! After lunch, my children shoo me off to bed for a 40(ish) minute nap. Sleep and rest help nerves heal, and, boy, do my facial muscles get weak throughout the day. I must go to bed earlier at night most of the time, too; otherwise my facial muscles just sort of stop working very well. It becomes difficult to focus my eye, and there is general discomfort. BUT. It's not pain (as it was in the beginning)!
So that's my update. From what I gather, facial paralysis caused by Lyme Disease doesn't get better quickly, and I don't really like that.
BUT.
I can be thankful that I am learning much-needed lessons in patience and self-care.
I am thankful that my life is such that I have the opportunity to do what I need to do for maximum recovery (nap and rest).
I am thankful for the progress-- slow, but steady.
I am thankful for my supportive family and friends.
I am thankful that I have a cozy home to enjoy even if I can't be outdoors much.
I am thankful I have wonderful doctors-- both our family doctor and the doctor who does my acupuncture.
I am thankful that I have enough function to do my daily tasks.
I am thankful that I am no longer in pain and that the antibiotics seemed to take care of the Lyme Disease.
I am thankful for the prayers that have been offered on my behalf and for my God Whose steadfast love endures forever.